Hello! Your pieces are very beautiful.
I would like a melody that is bittersweet. I want it to have a sad feeling with a buildup to feeling slightly hopeful (A sense of longing or hope). I like piano, violin, harp, flute. anything that suits these themes. I am an artist, I struggle with finding my passion for it and frustration with it. It is a melancholy relationship but I hope I can find meaning in what I do. This is the kind of feeling I want from the music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ai46pvS7gG4 The mood is very peaceful with a tinge of sadness, the uplifting moment at 0:58 is very beautiful to me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nt1M_MJzf94&t=271s
*This is a playlist: please skip to track #4 (11:39) and #11 (27:39)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n60CCJv8YWY